Had this ONE specific hair that you just HAD to pull out. But you just couldnt get a hold to it and you end up pulling every other hair out in the process to get that one ? :P
If I could, I would tell my younger self to stop. That once I did that, it would open a door to a depression. That a few years from now you won’t have full eyebrows, no top lashes, and your hair will decrease in length. That if they did this, their life will never be the same…
Now, i just can’t seem to stop. Ever since school started I’ve been so got damn stressed. My trich is getting out of hand… it’s getting the best of me…
I was thinking about when EXACTLY did my trich start. I thought it started in 5th grade after my grandmother passed. I thought my grandmothers passing was what triggered it… But now that I think about it, it started in 4th grade. I have this perfect memory of me sitting in my 4th grade class, we were in groups of 4. We were about to take a Benchmark test.. During the test i started picking at my arm hair. I always try and distract myself when I don’t want to do something :P for some reason picking my arm hair kept me satisfied. I noticed when i picked it, there was this little white thing at the end. It intrigued me. But after that day, I only did it rarely.. it wasn’t a problem… Until now :/
I’m scared because I’m not sure how much they will have to cut off. I’ve been twisting end pulling at the ends of my hair so much that I have tons have split ends which causes my hair to break off… which results in me needing a hair cut.
The good thing is…. My hair will grow back healthier & it will (momentarily) stop my trich… at least in that area.